You're very kind to say so! It's been a bit of a shock, having not just my actions but my intentions called into question like this. I've always made it clear I want to help the Foreigners.
I don't mind, but it might take a little time! The kedan aren't native to this world, you see. Just like the Foreignesr aren't, Emperor Eshai, who ruled here for centuries, used magic to bring us here, originally to fight Malicant.
But her spell, well... it damaged us. It's hard to describe... but we were very muted? We didn't feel things fully, and were very passive. Shells of ourselves, for generations.
so that's why...that's why you helped make those drugs, right? i was told that these are mind-altering drugs so...you did these with the intention of making the kedan experience emotions again?
Precisely! The one that's Dust, we never figured out why it only targeted negative emotions, that was so strange! The base for Lucid, I did so much better on that one, trial and error, you know.
it's alright. we all make mistakes in our life or do things we regret. we can't change things but...we can keep moving forward. and you've done that, right? that's what should matter the most.
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Date: 2016-03-22 01:39 am (UTC)there's a lot going on that i don't really understand, but i don't think that person who made the announcement is right about you.
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Date: 2016-03-22 10:52 am (UTC)You're very kind to say so! It's been a bit of a shock, having not just my actions but my intentions called into question like this. I've always made it clear I want to help the Foreigners.
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Date: 2016-03-22 11:25 am (UTC)but you didn't know that this stuff was going to be used for bad, right? you were probably just trying to do your best, right?
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Date: 2016-03-22 12:45 pm (UTC)Has anyone told you... what the kedan used to be like?
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Date: 2016-03-22 03:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-03-22 09:46 pm (UTC)But her spell, well... it damaged us. It's hard to describe... but we were very muted? We didn't feel things fully, and were very passive. Shells of ourselves, for generations.
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Date: 2016-03-22 09:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-03-25 12:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-03-25 12:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-03-25 01:44 am (UTC)The Foreigners helped us... when Malicant was defeated, the spell somehow broke.
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Date: 2016-03-25 07:34 pm (UTC)i have a question, though. why didn't you tell anyone about this before?
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Date: 2016-03-27 10:37 pm (UTC)I didn't think it was important, with Malicant destroyed and the kedan restored.
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Date: 2016-03-27 10:44 pm (UTC)